There have been questioning times in my life where I this question has come to the forefront of my life. How about you? It nags and nags me until I start feeling guilty. Then I feel guilty that I feel guilty and am questioning. What a merry-go-round!!
I just recently went through this game (if I dare call it that). It was a time that I wondered how my rent would be paid because of a massive amount of unexpected bills. First, I was mad. Then anxious and fearful. THEN, I decided to take it before the Lord. Why do I generally take it to the Lord as the last resort? A big hmmmmm....
Now, I have a part time job valeting parking. You would think that tips would be good, not the case. One day I picked up a car to deliver it to its owner. She had a Christian radio station on. I love this, when it happens. She pressed some money into my palm and told me to have a blessed day. When I looked she had given me a $20 bill. She had no idea of my situation.
The next day I picked up another car, again having money put in my palm, all folded up. I shoved it my pocket because I was busy. When I had a chance to look at it, it was a $100 bill. I was shocked. I asked someone if it was real and, yes, it was. I didn't take it to bank for several days because I kept expecting her to come back and claim it. Really, Susan (that's me)?? Shame on me. I had forgotten to say, Thank you, Jesus! Will I ever learn?
So, does He know and care about our every need? You betcha. Did my rent get paid? You betcha!!
~ Susan B